SURREAL REALITY!!!

Rough and bumpy roads of life

With all the challenges on my side

I am preserving my strength for that day

Picking up pebbles to throw away

All that the destiny can do this time

Wait for me to play my chance to shine

Believing that he exists in this universe

The remote control is with him to operate

Displaying all the cards, I did not manipulate

That very luck written with chalk on destiny’s slate

And I shall fly in the direction that defines my day

With all the goodness that I can assimilate

All the lessons learnt and put aside

I am here for that moment when I will climb

The stairs, leading me to the place I am eyeing

That moment will be recorded in the history, I write

And nothing else can fill me with all the pride

Only that victory, a reason for me to survive

Haath pakad ke tera zindagi....

Aaj nahi socha tha maine
Sapne mei ya hakikat mei bhi
Kya januu kiss raste pe nikal padi
Haath pakad ke tera zindagi

Rukne ki iccha hai maan mei
Inn lehron mei kahin gum ho gai
Kaise khud ko bahar nikalun mei
Jab samunder se dosti ho gai

Dil mei aaj ek kashmakash uthi hai
Daar hai kahin mei behak na jaun
Khud pe vishwas karne chali hun
Kahin khud ko mei bhool na jaun

Eh meri zindagi tu sawal na ban jana
Jawab dhundhne mei nakam na ho jaun
Meri kismat agar saath chod bhi de mera
Tu kabhi mujhse naraz na ho jana

Yeh mera wada hai aaj iss pal se
Abbad rahegi meri duniya iske dum pe
Muskurati hui mei chali hun yahan se
Haath pakad ke tera zindagi!

Mirroring Myself???

While I sit in front of the mirror and see
I find a person, I think its similar to me
I am not sure if I have seen the image before
Yet I am clear that the shadow is not me
I stare and stare for long hours
I come to a conclusion, not so fast
I am me and the mirror seems to show me
A picture which is translucent and not clear
The shadow is pure although not so free
Inner me tells me to strike and breakfree
Clutched inside this mirror, trying to release
Flush them onto the image which I see
Hold it there, I am gonna pinch myself
Sing a song to wake up from this dream
It is scary to know my shadow exists
Yet I am thankful to mirror, to show its me!

15.02.2012

The moment of truth is in my eyes
Believe me when I say I dint cry
Tears couldn't fall, scared from inside
On this route, I don't want to ride
I am strong, I am sure I can survive
Any catastrophe or any high tide
Just hold on to me and keep faith
Allow me to dream it and create
My own world with no space for hate
I'll keep these memories alive in there
Live life with that smile and no tears
Reliving every moment I and you shared
To be remembered with every passing year
Today I write to bury my words into woods
The incomparable time which always felt so true
And I'll visit your grave and sit beside you
To let it lay inside me without any dues!

07.02.2012

When everything seems to be falling
Hold on to yourself and don't panic
Walk on the stones if its required
Consider them pebbles and don't get worried
You cannot get more hurt if you stop
Be patient but don't loose your hope
If life teaches you how to crawl
Move on with it and learn to walk
One chance is all you ever get
Use it to the fullest and never regret
Its God's way of saying he loves you
Everything he does, its good for you
Just keep that smile and shine
You'll find urself walking on straight line
And that's where you'll never cry
Spreading love to all, let your heart fly high!

SENTIENT HEART

A fable I heard few moments ago
Wondering does it really come of age
When people say I am ruled by my rage
Do they mean it’s just some hidden tale?
Hidden inside heart or mind of human beings
Unconscious mind with deep secrets, no claims
Come to think of it, I am amazed
How can the heart and mind not be same?

The princess who wants a charming prince
Is she thinking from mind to rule as a queen?
Is she ruled by the feelings which may be serene?
What drives her to dream and desire?
Both are though leading to same end
Where is the dispute then? I fail to understand

I dream about one thing this moment
My mind may want that thing to happen
Will it be my mind or heart ruling here?
Who is to win is actually a question, Consider!
The result is still going to be same
Does it matter if means are different and distinct?
Why is again the question in my mind
Isn't it the same thing in the heart?
I am back on the same dilemma at last
How can the heart and mind not be same?
One may preach practicality and be pragmatic
Other is to be blamed with emotion that are weak
If both stands on the same footing at the war
Which one should win for the other to accept defeat?

The fable is what I am reminded again
It’s funny how mind is connected with pain
Loosing all my power of analyzing, all in vain
I am again invading between my heart and brain
May be one day I can rest this controversy
For now, it’s still a question referred to a noble fairy
Let her travel to the one sitting in heaven
Until I fix some connections down here
Trying to figure out its wonderful creation
To bring harmony between heart and brain!!

SECURE

for all those who have friends they can value and preserve..i have some... for all of them... here it goes...

Locked away are the moments so dear
I want them to always stay very near
They are what defines my past
With love, I will secure them in my heart

The key to those times is in safe hands
It’s that love which stood strong on that sand
With time, everything changes for good
This bond though will stay intact as it has stood

Cheers to the friendship we've had
Its very precious, I am sure you know that
Wishing time doesn't change it for bad
It's the only gem which can be preserved at the end!

UNTITLED

A room without a door is the perfect place to live

Every bad thing that comes in will have to leave

It would be mix of a hell and heaven, I suppose

Have you lived in an apartment of love before?

How I wish such a place really existed

Life would then always be daring

No roller coaster rides would have been needed

To feel the worldly emotions, spoiling everything

Cut out these feelings because they immobilize

Make you deaf, blind and impaired

Before one realizes the breathing stops

To know it’s the end which it doesn’t want

Heart gets weaker and mind cannot get stable

The eyes can see something but cannot register

Do you really want such kind of situation?

No, is the literal answer, I trust

No one needs to bleed with emotions

Be strong because you’ve got no options

Hold on to your inner self and don’t muddle

Life is short, live in present and cuddle!

NEVER SO REAL

I feel blind even though I can perceive the brightness in here

Is it the inner me or the day has turned so gloomy?

I am looking around to find a familiar face

All in vain, there is no sound and no trace

I don’t know why I am feeling so

But not everything can be said in words

Sometimes the heart needs to know

It’s still beating with full flow

The memories are haunting me I guess

Should I laugh or cry? I am perplexed

Suffocated already, I feel like running

Into those arms or just keep on dreaming

Don’t want to wake up all alone in the morning

The mirror laughs at me when it sees me weeping

I guess it’s time which can heal the wound I have

Because person who’s gone never comes back

I wish I never forget what it used to be

This soul needs to just live with it!

Modus operandi

How I wish you knew, it wasn't the right thing to do
Turning the lights off, it won't help you clean up the flu
It may have been a mistake, which could be avoided
You can't run away from the past you created
If now you want to change, its never too late
Just need to keep filling up the fuel in this life's train
Four wheels, wheeled together with significant chain
Faith, hope, courage and brain
Pocket them in your heart and travel
The journey will not be as hard as you claim!